28 November 2011

a step closer to nature

pantang ada kereta je, lesap. (-_-"

Mungkin ada hikmah proposal ikin kat mak dia untuk ada kereta kat Sarawak ni tak diluluskan dari dulu. Memaaaangggg boleh naek hantu kalau ada kereta. Ada je plan nak keluar budak empat orang nih.

Oh, harini terasa terlalu banyak 'berfoya2'. hihi. Dari lawatan ke ICT fair ke Matang Family Park untuk bermandi manda sampai la ke Pizza Hut untuk celebrate birthday girl, Ekin :) memang tak reti2 dok diam.





manusia yang kunun nye nak main2 celup2 kaki pada awalnye disebabkan cuaca yang tak begitu baik..tapi berakhir dengan basah satu badan.aha. Moral of the story, takde maknenye lah nak jadi gadis ayu main celup2 kaki bila jumpa air terjun ni haa.itu semua dusta ;p




sejuk giler yaww!! terketaq2 rahang den..budak belakang tu selamba je tengok, tak sejuk pun. mesti sebab banyak heat storage a.k.a fat tissue dalam badan dia ;p *jgn mara darl! ahaks*


dengan mereka, senyum itu akan sentiasa terukir di wajah:)
friend forever, insyaAllah.

aktiviti terakhir, celebrating the birthday girl. my dear rumet, Norasikin Binti Tukimin :) whoaa..makan je keje arini. makin menggembol la pipi kau nad.


Happy 21th birthday Ekin :)

enough. esok kena grounded by monster. except for makan2 ;p





new thing i tried today : sitting in the shopping mall trolley and participate in 'trolley race'.*muke bangga ;p*







25 November 2011

thanks Allah for giving me this experience :')

one week in oncology ward (ward for cancer patient)

..and i see you in every patient.

do you get the same medications as they are? do you feel nauseated too (due to the side effect of the chemo)? how about the pain? can you stand with it? is it bad?

there was one patient passed away today. and i was there. from the moment the patient still got her pulse until the pulse is completely undetectable. the family member were crying, moaning. not only the deceased's family. but also the patient that stayed just beside the bed. maybe she frightened, or maybe she expect the same thing too to happen on her in the future.maybe..only she know. i cant describe what i felt during that time. yes, i feel sorry and sad but luckily i still have courage to control myself from being too emotional.fuhh~

do you feel the same way too?

if only i have the opportunity to take care of you..help to clean you..feed you with your favourite foods..and support you..

May Allah bless you, always ;')



"Thinking of the dayWhen you went awayWhat a life to takeWhat a bond to breakI'll be missing you"



Al-fatihah.



11 November 2011

study week

this study week is special.

Besides these two 'armies'..







i also being accompanied by 'them' too..